love your enemies...

Dear Christian girls. This is probably one of the rawest blog i have ever written and i will keep it unfiltered and leave all the mistakes here.

My hole life I've heard of the scriptural saying "love your enemies, do good to those who harm you" but i was never really put in an actual position where i actually had enemies not that i have now but these people or this person really had me. But with in me deep down i know this might all be in my thoughts because as we all know the devil uses the thoughts as his battle field..... Today for the first time in my life i am put in the position to love a person that literally hates me. They would literally not care if i died today... Im okay with that but the tough part it i have to show them love, real genuine love of God and damn it's hard. It aches it's almost like God is breaking my ego down.. Which is probably a good thing.... It's been a few days since im trying to actually be God's perfect daughter and i feel like this is one of the things i have to go through... Lord im ready. Please test me to my capabilities in the mighty name of Jésus Christ amen.

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